Human

Human.  It is what I am.  I am a human.  With this comes many faults.  I fall short in so many areas of my life.  I was rereading my blog just a few minutes ago because I wanted to find a certain entry that I will probably end up showing someone, but that is beside the point.  While reading, I see all these promises for new posts which never happened and probably never will happen.  I said I was going to write more about Reflect. That didn't happen.  Denominations?  Nope.  That didn't happen either!  So, if anyone really wants me to write about either of those, I will.  Granted, if it's about Reflect, I'll have to find all my notes and re-process everything.  But that could be a very good thing for me to do anyway...

Anyway, it's crazy though, seeing some of my posts and being like, "Woah! I was thinking about that that long ago??"  I have had a lot of "new" ideas recently, but they apparently aren't new at all.  I guess things are just becoming way more real in my life.  Things that I thought would be cool if they happened actually look like they may actually happen.  It's almost like before, I was merely dreaming of the future, and now God is giving me nudges in that direction.  I can't say what the future will hold -- no one can.  However, I am, once again, very excited to see the way God is moving in my life.  And I am becoming more and more willing every day to turn everything over to Him.  I want nothing more in my life right now than for everything to be completely out of my hands and into His.